I was returning from my last walk in England before a long flight to Vrindavan when I encountered a middle-aged man with long, unkempt hair. He appeared rough and dishevelled, suggesting that he might be under the influence of drugs.
“Why are you always so happy?” he asked.
Evidently, he was suffering, and in his own way, he was seeking help.
I responded, “I’ve noticed that when I’m fully engrossed in serving others and not preoccupied with myself, I experience the greatest sense of satisfaction and happiness.”
With a thoughtful look on his face, he replied:
“Perhaps this is the reason why I’m never happy. I never served others. I only think about myself.”
“You are my guru!” He added.
For the first time, I noticed a smile on his face, revealing a few missing teeth.
He embraced me and thanked me for our short interaction.
After this exchange, I returned to my room and reflected on how each of us are on our own journey to self-realisation. We all face challenges and unwanted things in our hearts that need removal. Some are uncomfortable and painful but can be solved with the right association and sincere spiritual practice. It requires patience and perseverance.
A few hours after our conversation, I flew to Vrindavan. As I boarded, I made a silent prayer for this person.
We’re all on a journey back to Vrindavan, whether we realize it or not.
Bhagavat Gita 3.35 purport: Everyone has to cleanse his heart by a gradual process, not abruptly.
Ananta Gopal Das
20.12.2024
Bhakti Wisdom 